I think it was last few months ago that i received my diploma results, and YES! I did it! My grades were fine! At first i thought my last paper (International Business) would be a worry.. seriously i had no confidence at all! because that week we didn't have a study break, and there were so much to study, so much to memorise, my brain couldn't absorb much. So i thought it would be a fail, and do hope miracles would happen.
Indeed, miracles exist!! Definitely, i always believe in miracles!! Miracles didn't happen to me just once, but twice or thrice! Serious! hahahaha! So what i'm bringing across here is that everyone must believe! Don't stop believing! :)
It was really a relief that i made it! Not gonna continue degree.. maybe next time? Not sure. I really hate studying.. and i hope i will never have to do a degree. Which means, i have to be successful in my career la.. or to marry a rich husband. wahahaha! no la, i of course hope i can depend on myself. I wanna be the one supporting my family!!
Currently i'm still kinda relaxing life? Working part time.. not sure if i will get a full time job, still deciding what to do in future. ahhhhh, the bad thing about finishing school is that i have to plan my future path alrdy.. wisely. I don't want to end up regretting this and that.. no no no.
Been thinking so much lately.. should i do this? can i do it? would i regret? am i up to it? should i give up? is it even possible? what should i do? sighh...
I really need to know if i'm doing right. i don't want to waste time doing something that would bring me no where. but the thing is... if i never try, i will never know. at least i tried.. whether if i succeed or not, at least i tried.
Ok. BELIEVE and ACTION on it. Don't just say.. DO IT. prove to everyone that don't believe you can do it. FIGHTING!!
*Negative thoughts*
Nooooooooooo i can't do it..........
I'm in a complete lost. I know what i want, but i don't know how to... start? i have the opportunity, but i'm afraid of failure.. there are so much things going on in my mind.. and it is defeating me. *silent scream*.
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