Merlene is Random! I know!

Feel like cutting short hair! Should I? Should I? Should I? Ok, let me decide.. hmmmmmm..
Ok, whatever, i think after my N lvls i will.. hmm.. cut? no? yes? think about it, LOL.

Anyway, i'm so in love with Step Up 3! Oooohhhhhh Singapore! Is there any places where you can find those pro street dances? hmmmm..

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Ok, i'm going to be random right now.. ahem, ahem, testing 1,2,3..

Since young, i've been influence by my sissy's CCA, Dance.
What kind of dance i like? I like hip-hop, break dance(i know like tomboy only, but i like!), freestyle, robot(?). Yup.. i know this kind of dance mostly are performed by guys.. but who cares? i mean girls also have the potential to do it right?

So ya.. since K1 or K2(forgot) i did perform dance performance(don't know how to construct this sentence! now my brain super tired.. so can't think well, LOL). So when i'm in primary school.. SADLY there's no hip-hop kind of dance but only Malay, Chinese dance i think.. so ya.. bo bian, didn't join.

But during that few years, friends & i did performed for those mini competition for Dance. (choreographed by my schoolmates).. ya, i like it! even if i have to stay back after school for long practices, i don't mind at all!

Then when i'm in Secondary. Modern Dance is my CCA. At first i thought it was hip-hop those kind you know.. so wouldn't hesitation, i joined. But who knows it's like those ballet ballet kind :( i don't like. I mean.. i join is because of hip-hop you see.. not those.. (don't want conti.. very lazy)

So ya... sometimes the instructor teaches us about hip-hop kind-of-Dance.. i'll be happy :)

SO my main point is I LIKE DANCING! Even if i'm not those pro dancer/'wow' dancer/fast-learner dancer.. i don't care. As long as i use my heart to learn, what can you do? At most i can only try to improve myself right? :D

OK, I KNOW I'M FREAKING RANDOM. BYEBYE! (FYI, not because i watched the movie then i suddenly like to dance one hor... i like dancing since young k! HAHA)

Need to be entertained @.@

Ok, i'm bored! Very bored! Let's upload some pictures then! ^_^v

Friday, 20 August 2010




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KTV @ E!Hub after that, off for Sakea Sushi! ♥Salmon ttm! :D

FYI, not all photos were in. Most of them are in fb, woots! LOL.

Short update

Today no school! 3 cheers to CHAICHEESEC!
Aiya, actually is have la.. but i'm so lucky that tdy i didn't have any papers, so ya, i'm free! :P LOL.

BUTTTTTT! Tmr will be the starting of intensive class WHICH i hate it a lot!! Because we'll all be dismissed later than usual :( But i know the school is worried and concern for our N & O lvls examinations, so ya, they're trying to help us to get better grades.

Sad or Happy? I think STRESS AR!! But after a few more months we'll be freee! HOLIDAYS FOR US! 10 cheers for everyone! ^^v Ohyeah~


This photo really made me laugh-out-loud! WAHAHAH!
Cause we wanna see if we take a photo at a straight angle, what will it looks like.. and yeah! this reminds us of the dead. As you know.. whenever ppl passed away, there will be a photo of them.. Ok, very offensive hor? Oops.



apologise* what? jealous right?* (P/S : typo!)


Also, this pictures i know very unglam.. but i felt so funny after reading our comments, haha. Check it out if you're interested :P (Conver. click to enlarge)

Anyway, i saw my previous post.. so coincidentally it was posted at 11:11am. Ha. Ok, just sharing it to you all k. lol.

For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness.
-Author Unknown

Damn shit.

Had been tiring to improve my blogskin background etc. but in the end i still feel that it suck. ok whatever. will be changing sooner or later. bear with the wordings first k? hehe, take care. you know i love you. LOL.

Sissy brought back something cute yet scary!

Guess what. Sissy brought back two little hamsters! Yeah, they are so-damn-cute but very scary leh! I don't dare to touch them cause they're like sooo soft! I scared once i hold on to them then i will suffocate them.. so ya, i feel they very fragile ar~ hahaa. But i will try one day! Since they are living in this home, i must dare-to-touch/hold them!! Jiayou!!

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I know nowadays my post are like so random.. suddenly post this and that. But ya, i don't know what to post ma~ then i'm also lazy to post about my everyday life and i know if i really post my everyday life, it might be very boring. So from now on what i feel/think, i'll just post out. Perhaps after i got the feelings of posting more 'formal' de then i will post lor.. :)

Btw i will be taking photos of the hamsters one day~ Stay tune! HAHAHA :PP Aiya, but if you want see now, check out my sissy's blog! :P

Family Quotes

Found this few quotes, and i really like them, so ya, posted out.
Thanks to The Quote Garden site.

You don't choose your family. They are God's gift to you, as you are to them.
-Desmond Tutu

It is not flesh and blood but the heart which makes us family.
-Johann Schiller

The happiest moments of my life have been the few which I have passed at home in the bosom of my family.
-Thomas Jefferson

Sometimes our hearts get tangled,
And our souls a little off-kilter.
Friends and family can set us right,
And help guide us back to the light.
-Sera Christann

And thank you for a house full of people I love. Amen.
-Terri Guillemets

Special Moments in ChaiCheeSecondary

(Short post about Chai Chee Secondary School)

ChaiCheeSecondary(CCSS) wasn't my choice of school. Not even the last one. From what i heard about CCSS was that their discipline isn't good, and there were many bad students in there. What i mean was ahlian's & ahbeng's.

I remember the first day of school when i reached the entrance of CCSS, i was shocked. I was like "OMG! Why the school so old! Why the school so small!!!!! Why on earth i was posted to this school!?". HAHAHA, i know i'm super disrespectful.. but it's the fact!

However, after i know the students and teachers over there.. i didn't regret coming into this school. This school wasn't like what others said about it neither were there many bad students. Even if the school is small or old.. there is warm in it. Of course there are still some ahlians & bengs, but if you don't bother them, they wouldn't care to bother you too..

And not forgetting the discipline mistress!! this one confirm will not forget one.. everyday and then check check check! surprised check and whatsoever. Very irritating you know! A bit long or short also cannot..

This one nvm... after when i'm sec 2. WAH! Our form teacher, Miss Tan FH. Really kill me man! She's like picking on me or something. Everyday see my skirt long or short.. Finger nails also want check.. And she's the FIRST TEACHER who ever called my parent for the unacceptable attire. Even if my skirt was a little above my knee, she also do not allow, because she say my back too short. This one really make me want slap her! It's like, most people wear their skirt, confirm the back will a little shorter than the front because of our butts right? But she just don't understand.

Then when i'm in sec 3, change of form teacher. I WAS FREAKING HAPPY! DELIGHTED! At last i'm out from hell! Anyway, this time, our teacher is a very understanding woman. Always there for you. Didn't want to give us pressure. As long as we didn't go over the line, she's ok with it. Only if you did something really wrong, she'll then look into the matter. Of course she will also check our attire.. kana caught a few times.. and I'm sick of getting caught, so i just wore the right length for my skirt. haizx haizx. I just couldn't bother about this kind of small matter.

So ya, she stayed with us for 2 years. Really appreciated what she did to us.

And now, Prelims starts next week, Wednesday. DAMN! And also N lvls is coming closer & closer!! Time really flies. Fly just too fast. And what i'm sad about was, this is the last year of CCSS already :'( If i manage to get into sec5, we will be merging wth BTS. Why not earth CCSS have to 'go down'!!??

Even if the teachers may be strict to you or whatsoever.. i know because they are concern about you. They care for you. Even if the use-to-be-the-worst-teacher -Miss Tan FH keep catching my attire, i know inside her, she's just out of concern, i suppose? Honestly, Miss Tan FH is a very good teacher although she might be a little of a nagger. But she's always there for us. As a teacher-in-charge of dance.. she's always worried if we're hungry after/during the practices. And would bring biscuits and water for us. Thank you very much, teacher.

And also Miss Nur Diana, also our teacher-in-charge for dance. Always buying good food for us. Worried for our students & well-beings. Everything you done for us.. i greatly thank you so much!

AND EVERYONE, EVERY TEACHER, thanks for bringing lovely memories to this school.

(There were more pictures taken in CCSS, but i would upload some of the recent ones only)

Award recipients.


National Day celebration


Singing National Day songs


4N1 award recipients


Peh Kai Qin(Dance), Loh Shi Ying Merlene(Dance),
Fion Yap Pei Long(Dance), Andy Wee Jian Ming(Scouts)... and more.

"The love of a family is life's greatest blessing"

I'm sure many of you out there knew about this (bottom)message/post/email or whatsoever.
However, after reading this, it really upsets me! So ya, just post out..

I'M SO AGAINST ABORTION. So if you're not ready to have a child, please do not have sex. Even if you do safe sex, but sometimes.. you know.. anything may occur la ya.

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"Hi, Mommy. I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a few weeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I’ve got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I will when I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me your one and only. I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! …He wasn’t happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don’t think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don’t think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay… but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That’s a sound I don’t like. It doesn’t make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I’m not sure if I do. It wasn’t right. You say he loves you… why would he hurt you? I don’t like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you’re so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I’m happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn’t talking right. He said he didn’t want you. I don’t know why, but that’s what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won’t let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don’t care if you think that he is a good person, I think he’s bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn’t want us. He doesn’t like me. Why doesn’t he like me, Mommy?

You didn’t talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It’s been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven’t talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don’t you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don’t you do that when you’re awake, any more?

I’m 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren’t you proud of me? We’re going somewhere today, and it’s somewhere new. I’m excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you’re as excited as I am. I can’t wait.

…Mommy, I’m getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don’t know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something’s going to happen soon. I’m really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don’t worry Mommy, I’m safe. I’m in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it’s called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don’t you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I’m really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don’t you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn’t I love you enough? Please say you’ll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don’t want to be here, I want you to love me again! I’m really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!


I love you, Mommy."

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, reblog.

FUN!

Picture of the day.
Out with Andy & Fion ytd(9 August 10).
Went to Marina Barrage for kiting and also NDP's fireworks.
And i can tell you that the weather is freaking hot!!!! Free sun-tan only.

There is wind though, but still, the sun is stronger la.. all of us became super tanned (especially me!) + sun burnt. Although my skin is now more 'even' but it's super black la!! :( SAD LEH! I want to be fairer de lor. I think i can only be fairer once i graduate from schooling.. awww.

But overall we had fun! Sometimes i feel that maximum 3-5 people can le. You'll have more fun know? Cause huh, there isn't mood spoilers!! Then most people will see the majority.. so if majority wanna play 'that game', the person will have to force her/himself to play.. so ya, sure can have fun.. (but not all will do the some la.. those mood spoilers lor.... SO BEWARE OF MOOD SPOILERS!) Ok, i know i'm lame.. who cares. ha.

Yup.. so took photo photo photo. Played all those childhood games. Eg. "Simon says..", " 'spilt' Scissors, Paper, Stone". HAHA! Fun leh! I like "Simon says..", cause Andy kept losing!! hahhaha! Then he had to do the forfeit we gave him.. super funny+retard only! :DD

Btw, we reached there at around 3pm plus.. played all the way till 7pm plus, then went to MB's 'restaurant' to eat.. one bowl of noodle S$4.90 -.- (If you had see my fb post.. you'll know what i meant.) Waiting time damn damn damn long la k.

So ate, enjoyed the fireworks.. after that we walk from there to CITY HALL!! Tired or what!!! Of course tired la!!! My legs like want broke liao seh!

Ok, i'll stop here.. too lazy to carry on. Refer to my fb ya.. happy happenings(for ytd) are posted in my fb tooooooooo! :D

I only uploaded a few photo's. IF you're interested to see all of them, click here :)



Spot us! HAHA


Andy looks like some kind of Japanese uncle, said Fion.


I love this photo. Sense of belonging!

I♥Singapore

YOG day. Received our dance award!♥ CHEERS TO DANCERS!
Happy 45th Birthday Singapore.
I wish you all the best & to bring Peace & Happiness to our country!

Today will be flying kite with Fion & Andy. HEHEHE!
Please weather, be a fine one k! Don't rain ar! :)


Ice-Skating is one of the best activites you can learn/do!

Visit my fb if you wanna know what's my latest photos!

3 more days! ♥
It doesn't matter if it's 1 month, 1 year or even 10 years. As long as we keep in touch.
I'll sure miss those laughters we've brought for each other!! FRIENDSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

BHB
Babe
Big Sis
Darling
CF.B
Nu Er
Tai Jian

HAHAHAHA!